DEATH OF BLACK COWBOY


6/2
-summer son 


Getting selfish in the coach house 

you can hear me sigh if you silver (or gold)

tears up and I’m part blind 

be bold baby boy , no matter how old .

Caught up in an early summer sun

your summer son 

forever ever bold and darker 

hold my flight and air and hand 

I’m a natural , am I right

in the dark night and with two words 

my name and yours. 

Paid with hurt in my heart 

do you accept change

except the cheap wine and whiskey 

crying nine times til ten 

wiping with the bandana she gave u. 

It’s pretty dark though 

when the sky control my day 

has the lost really risen

5/30
-


All I have is names 

smacking chest my gold chain 

goodbye , I love all the things 

I’ll never get back again. 

Can’t communicate with ya

5/29
-At the age of 2


My eyes are dry , you hear this from time 

running away , here he go again 

lying for pride, I don’t break your focus 

crying on time , I got skin too. 

Black Chicago in the sky 

I only knew key lime 

an honest timeline 

lines about 25

a t shirt as lifeline 

water for playtime 

sirens as primetime

my boys are family now. 

The world in 20 miles 

around and around , my plane is free 

my brother and niece 

smoking at age of 2.

You read my songs 

alone in my room always asking why 

the days barely north settling in 

a rockstar in suit and tie 

like black men can wear disguise .

A troubled youth who always tried 

a mind, they’ll say 

jack in my bottle 

you can predict my worth.


Sometimes I’m so alone 

I see no one on sea

5/11
-33


The boy is mine 

I can tell you behind the scene 

back for inspiration 

33 on the d’usse , how does it feel 

thirty three in your wrist 

came back for lovely sex , dreams 

only commas divide the convos , capital 

come back , you tell me be patient 

I’m moving back in four 

 I have your support (?)

missed the show , we made a movie 

subtle, making moves 

no longer together , the photos last forever 

in everything. Those summers sucked 

starting, with something

4/19
-peach meat 


Two sides , crack and Chanel 

gripping tight , all summer 

and going hard , sun coming 

my mind a mirror , you adore them 

2:41, rain sounds and orange 

street lights , bunny and purring 

if you good to me , I’m kicking and fighting

here comes la lun, an excuse for all 

a nigga with drawl, head in draws 

curly hair and excuses. 

Grabbing ball , dare these niggas call charge 

if you law , above my head 

kiss my four, all my friends will never know.

It all happen like I never knew you

old as I get , same rest to my face 

fold, told house of blues hire me 

balloon raffle , chances of piping down 

negro stone but soft 

NO SILENCE I LIED

3/17

-You far (2)

Why i fuck on you

ducking my own calls

leaving the towel you threw

had an epiphany - I'm leaving 

yea yea, you too.

Do I even miss you 

yes ma'am i'm super black 

i'm that nigga with the hair 

and I care, popping pills 

missing sisters

and my tongues for thrill. 

Sneaking after hours, the room's 72

I want to know religion

knees before shoulder 

wine and wine

whine after whine

gotta force the distance

it's not fair.

I invented space

on the surface there's feeling

feeling the air, I got flights too

causing trouble, and I love it 

and I'm occupied

you fine yet

find it yet 

3/7
-hopes


Mirror mirror , it starts the same 

I had a vision , it involves you

black shadow on figure 

move like my film do

when you , I’m home 

trailer mobile park , really duplex 

dual hands , and a combo,

like you down right right 

had to left I was alone. 

Had my ho es, I was wrong 

the p for protection 

forget I’m not just anybody 

not just a projection on your screen ,

project you can scream at 

screaming up from the projects

I AINT NEVER HAD A HOME

I JUST TURNED ELEVEN

HOW I ‘POSE TO KNOW

POSED TO FAIL

HOW I KNOW. 

calm down when you home

pumping iron in my sweet shirt

you know I’m not alone. 

I know you not alone 

the type to ask you have good times 

not a lie. 

We could be niggas

I mean we are niggas

2/6
-

And it’s night again, 

asking reactions from me 

   contact. I    the sea


///(you not posed to read this) 


Mirror mirror , why you see 

gray tv scene , you good to me. 

Red dot , found your credentials

found me and me too 

sitting on broke arms 

stacking pennies to throw with hands 

stacking screens , cause you never know. 

Girl on fire , I got aluminum

and I’m shouting right there. Right there 

promise we love from afar 

well, we too. Selfish in the deep end

and who you got , who here new,

what can they do for me.

Love you like volvo, sky blue

blur my old and new 

video hate what I gotta be.

Daydream, I never get enough sleep 

we end up same, I gotta see you 



Cigs inside

1/22
-     ’s verse 


Like yea yea, so is life 

if heads was right 

like , head the right idea 

like I’m eight, Christian ,

cousin Christian I can never be better 

know your dolls I’m insecure . 

Although secure 

talking beyond good arms , legs 

this only work if I get to you

this only me 

every Saturday a memory 

walking outta line

my missed form 

this room too long ,with two strides 

talk to sleep in pink light 

and if I decide 

I just don’t act right

I don’t got no easy name. 

No man like me

1/07
-


Just like daddy , granddaddy , stepdaddy

was ready to lose last May 

why I need you.


- break -

12/13
-hands up 


Favorite design , bird falls in the sky 

good aligns, good at lying 

I’m back and forth , lassoe loops 

pastor for art folk. All we is 

pointing goblins calling we green 

you half blue. Party monster , your new muse .

On the run 

hand on my gun 

I run away , it’s never fun 

It’s hard being young , in love 

end of life , cherry seats 

I wish you’d see me. 

Pray , it’s tainted 

schedule flexible , I’ll be seeing yous

shoot well cause we went to school 

keep it to chest , mine and yours 

it like july, summer never faded ways

how I keep eye to centers 

like lux but Im 22

like love , remind me of you 

I want motives motion nonsense 

cup of tea with birthday cake. 

I got eyes , you sure it’s me ? 

12/5
-(fill in)


You know what I mean 

get here, you     ‘t see me 

you can see me . Bed rest 

never needed TV, false words 

2 o       with my lights on 

if I consider light - my      phone on 

waving in the air , my favorite      gone 

needed      , now I’m never        . 

Baby Chanel , alive and well 

new      so swell 

rice and rest my life 

like my free time with prima 

young mind I clean up 

dirty by forty byes 

I swear it should be sunny 

6PM , I love my emotions 

cut the e you split with me 

filled with good   , I’m thoughtful 

we dream much differently than     .

I take thousands, I take cash 

stuck for little memories of you and me.

Struck 2, im out of luck 

destiny and metaphors , the sun gets touchy

duty tax , fly you out , new forms of attention.

Seen you naked , I seen you cry 

I think with my      you tell me to quit 

remember the future , no cheering 

you late , you thinking 

who in the world would know it’s me .

Love sounds just like daddy 

I’m in mind , you got my addy 

we aren’t naked , but you love me

~convinced I wrote about you before I knew it was you-

11/26
-just(so you know) 


I understand you , inspiring me 

fan of the fan and space land 

talk to me | it’s 5 AM (years old) ,

missed words and the wind back on me 

blowing back(s) and my niecey like the ears 

early 20s and got no fear

hear no change from me.

Coulple change gold chain single ,

I’m happy too . 

We love run on emotion

secrets of mine feed my mind 

my mine a love too . 

I let go 

I know you no me ,

never saying no to me and 

I’m touched, see I move too. 

I’m a bunch , a lot of 

let it be let it be 

after free me and i need a text 

I miss yous , double dare a berry tree ,

double date (your) two faces I fear 

see I’m screaming like I sing blues.

Singing faces for two hues

two moods : ,

need a translator just to get to me

I’m a phase , I know no one 

afraid I’m do you call ten fives 

throwing up like lemme be lemme be 


felt like wealth for me .

Can I last forever 

will I be as honest as days 

when the right light hits, I see you

11/12
-pizza puff 


Oh I love my little chica 

my Nina 

I’m sorry I need my : quick money 

relations , my retaliation 

questioning myself like 

who hurt you. Working hard 

forgot it’s round two,

you will never forget me . 

Amazing gown , how you make me

under sheets too long 

col da sac(?) I’m around 

I need to be myself with you 

I’m not found I’m rigid 

twice I’ve felt everything 

beautiful black girl , glad you taught me 

stack your memories 

fuck all that bread .

Last week been a mystery 

12 AM and you love me 

7AM , I’m across country 

6PM the vision’s not what it used to be 

I’m not ashamed of what I gotta be .

No jacket on let the pain hit 

my namesake

and cold hands so familiar 

you lucky I speak dirt language. 

I’m sure your favorite got notes from me 

I’m sure I see your eyes too .

Up until the paper in 

11/1
-Gabby’s far

With my eyes closed 

do you remember the well

wealthy word class ,

I’m behind can you tell .


Get down or get high

fast motion good motion 

fourth floor view of mine.

List of champagne tonight 

waking up 

for you it’s minus two 

I’m afraid to be alone 

you say you say me too 

focus on me, too

like her drop the range 

hear the vocals in the closet 

I got time I got range

you too. 


French girls that remind me of she 

the story goes I was looking 

(good metaphor,) she was there 

and my bad words to you .

And my rush to good sunshine 

better sex now,  I admit I’m insecure 

when you see me is potential my open door 

off the books I really love you, just not sure .

10/30
-


Love is outside 

like I’m outside. ten for ten

you perfect, too. 

Call me , I’m baby too 

changing hue every week 

God a woman , I’m staring at her.

Laugh o sinister 

new motto new chapter


I miss you mores followed by 

kiss hug. 


10/28
-Is there more 


How can I move 

whenever do I desire more

never close to me 

you mad and I got open doors.

Daughter, i hope you listening

hope my bruises show 

black tattoos before I knew control 

loose contact, I feel this slightly more. 

Feel you slight more

pass touch, my thoughts on the floor

I’ve been told by everyone 

do we do this anymore. 

10/24
-Life update for tabs


Straight from around ,run my rounds 

love my sympathy for girls with pain.

Half done manicure, I like a story 

just kidding, I really love you. 

Rodeo just a runway

runaway i was only three 

straight men fathering me

whiskey cowboy ,

daddy but you Jack(ie).

You hit me, joy is temporary 

silence and good pain

see my window panes 

walking metaphor get to know me. 

10pm I barely drowsy

head bob , slightly dizzy 

north star I owe my soul to 

late deal (good deal), what you owe him

you love me what you told him 

fuck me I got life still 

still life , my pretty portrait

the problem is you on my mind. 

Running on my mind 

10/15
-Mirror , Mirror


Twin peaks , there’s two of you 

I see you , too . Behind a mask 

I found me , behind flute 

nasty streak a fluke trust me 

I can’t trust yous. O my 

I am I , unreliable sidekick

beyond a narrative 

the only truth we can run to.


10/11
-


Hard or efficient

now my heart fished in 

follow the love this a thought about you

what’s left of today . 


I know some niggas , i don’t even know me 

trouble for myself .  I need all of it 

run for the wealth , and self . Left leg

bent, knelt .

I know no one and I’d rather know me 

good words and memories 

fickle entities 

love that you draw again 

this just how I been thinking 

cleaned up when you coming over 

daddy’s back , back seat range 

ecks , like clover field 

red rover red rover ,

Uber two blocks , you know I love ya 

fight night , I’m running away 

just keep up with our , antics 

bad habits , and habitat 

I don’t even gotta write 

I see you , see me 

fuck , I got the truth 

2AM it’s part three. 

Big tee you should be giving to me 

out of sight , deep in brain 

enough talk , tell me you. 

where is the world placing me 

9/30
-


MY HEAD  , MY BODY

MY ASS , I LOVE THE LIES 

ALLURE , ARE YOU SURE 

AM I GOOD AM I MODEST 

LETS BE HONEST LETS BE CLOSER 

MORE DISTANCE IVE GOTTEN FURTHER 

GONE FURTHER, MY SPLIT ENDS

SPLIT FOR 

MY HEAD , MY CONSCIOUS

THE SECRETS I KNOW FOR YOU

 NO ANGEL , I GOT ANGLES ON YOU

FROM DAYBREAK I GOT UP

Walk two feet and you don’t love me

thirty five miles per hour with 

your head , my shoulder

we can’t fuck , I’m under your belt 

I’m a good memory 

adieu from these black eyes ,

these bellybuttons sweet to me .

Down to five 

five AM am I really reaching for you 

checking temples and toungues 

hoping you forget same for me

gold teeth reflect my cheek 

and I love ya , I hate the feel

newcomer never wanna be found

9/22

-S. Manitou

There's no fear 

I never can leave 

it could be 5 AM

don't matter to me. Matter to me 

what's a number anyway 

what a silly q. More sally 

lassoed up this circle around Lasalle 

show you I can be loved loved, too. 

Never frenched a tabby 

guessing games or taboo

I NEVER FELT WORST

UH MY EYES AINT 20 29

YOU 20 NOW 

WHEN IM DRUNK I CELEBRATE YA 

CAN YOU CONGRATULATE ME 

so then  just let go mm 

niggas pumping iron on the front of the lawn 

ima tired, I exhausted .

You tell me duh 

it's not love before 2 AM 

I know I know 

I need no more pressure 

pressure over heart , you ask my favorite 

you may feel it's just me and you 

double the two upped the monogamy,

in the wind I'm a psychic

searching for dirty love in the past 

overheard me call you the one 

I'm in love, it's Michigan 

it's fall , the energy change me

9/13

-004

Petty rest and 

resting pedis on forcep

cloudy with a chance of 

fuck the rest you gotta come my way.

You can call me, don't say a word 

mumbling pretty words like 

FUCK, SHIT, BREATHE, LIVE

LICK, FUCK, SWEAR THIS SWEAT MIST.

Swear I don't miss, you 

but call me yours 

dragging my laundry on cracked floorboards 

love the third wall to the left 

take the rings out I can breathe more 

ring the bell in, I'm 

up I'm up I run the extra laps

extra extra all in my lap 

paradise with a view on a midday nap 

new shit could blur to rap . That's a wrap 

he let you if man not smarter 

dirty dollars from Santeria 

black body saints in a body bag 

my legs out I hate to tan 

I love the town 

do you really not miss me 

9/8

-003

It's now 

it is now 

now it's complex 

it's blue

8/22

-001

PUSH IT PUSH IT 

PUSH PUSH PU 

THE ENGINE GO TURO !

YOUR PUPPY NEED A LEADER

AND I TELL YAH 

I LOVE YOUR EXCUSES BABY GIRL

IVE HEARD IT ALL, MADE IT ALL

MADE THE BED I LIVE IN 

MESS OF A LIFE

ITS AN ART 

I MAKE THE RIGHT MOVES

I LISTEN TO NOBODY 

IF I TOOK YOUR LEFT

THIS IS NOT MY PLAYGROUND 

///

8/21

- 000

The pace of the day 

la luz is red

any fall is televised 

over my hands and three screens.

:::(dot dot dot)

Sometimes I feel like both of you 

grabbing whatever fits

over mind and spirit

it don't matter I like long rides anyway.

JUST LOSE IT AND ACT REAL 

we no better than the robbers 

take this way to avoid the jokers

SUMMER 018

8/19
-Summer’s over 


Hello yellow

green just , you for the fastest

my patience may end it. May my mind 

and force , I wish no blessings 

no more ducks and geese 

forest fires and salt trenches 

kissing for the kids on cart number 4. 

Gotta ask you is there more 

I’m lonely together 

I’m dirty on August , over all us

I wish you valued smiles better. 

Reviving titties on air pressure 

reviewing my mal habits 

mid thoughts in Gotham habitat. 

Can I have love , can I feel pretty 

will I be bad again . Asking 8 bottle 

spilling bottle for a friend 

matter a fact you never knew me 

matter a fact this sex means nothing 

matter a fact my rocks and stones 

telephone offers two rides home 

paradiso dates without me 

all the malarkey in my warm heart 

I fucked my tires up

what have you offered me. 

Ecstatic to say exactly 

my left lane and left on read 

is meant for passing.


8/8
-


I wanna be a kid

shit, a nigga can dream 

walk around demean’ 

I keep busy and I live. I leave 

wish you felt like home , yeah, 

whatever that means. Travel all alone 

six missed calls on your phone. 

Travel far with my eyes closed 

the way the sun and the pain go 

black hats I keep my brain close, 

hitting you up when the rains slow

praying for a rainbow. Post brain glow ,

will my small fame make you stay more 

I know I know. It’s about me and my angles 

temporary forever mode 

it’s past six , I’m emotional 

hate when I’m emotional . But , 

doors closed let’s dance slow 

guilt trip , gotta keep my heart closed

you know how that goes. 

IM BLEEDING DO YOU CARE THOUGH

AND I FOLLOW MY AESTHETICS

BITCH , I DONT PAY FOR MY DADDY

FOLLOW MY ASS I LOVE THE LOOKS. 

I SHIMMY MY SHOULDERS IM SO PRETTY

SEE THE SUN , YOU GOT ME 

SEE YOU GOT ME 

SAY YOU GOT ME

7/19
-(NO SHARING)
//dirty summer 


I’m alive I’m free 

as far as my mind goes . 

My propaganda fan made 

we’ll never do this again.

I waited for home 

didn’t stop my open mouth. I’m willing 

I was never oblivious. Who can phase me 

only my phone knows my eyes. Poker poker 

good thing the Joker was white. A man 

by age from nothing and nothing else 

if all else fails , have you said it all to me. 

Another noche. Find a bed by three 

you and your company on repeat. Hate your sh

show . You know our reality fake right 

I need three songs to finish this stanza. 

Just a soul searcher 

looking for dirty folds in my laundry

Too many lefts and rights , i toss and turn 

until the coin flips in my favor. Every 24

I’m a new man I’m reborn 

on my feet off the water . 

The fall from a dirty summer. Clap o bravo , 

all country lights dance.

You’re too old to catch me

he’s too young to run. She’s afraid of water 

I’m drunk we cuddle ,

there’s less day today. That’s okay

7/17
-Oracle


Only good thrills 

and you watching my moves 

baby mirror , baby miracle

days of the oracle and omnipresent .

I know no triple r’s , then I found you 

a foreign toungue. Curse me and I love it 

cuss out my euros , question my messy past 

and I love it. Days of fantasy and dream ,

my retro cowgirl , here to reverse my thoughts 

hear my leisure and dunked head . Past 9

every question to me is the same 

on my chest , what’s to know about me 

off the chest I never hold a thought

thoughts on me , my thought on you 

no one with talent puts it to good use. 

And I hate you , you hate the chapel

maple syrup and all that’s sweet  

I can barely call you honey.

7/5
-


Horses in the sky , which am I 

I like that one. New moments make sense 

you got parents , do you got skill ?

Am I

6/28
-


Off on dates , I remember 2002

6/24
-sex similar


Stopped in a hallway to say goodbye ,

my new hello . Angel to counter me 

halo off , I need no lights ,halo ,

I think there’s time. Plenty moments 

loss of time. I pout to watch you go 

bird leaves nest , daughter off to war,

my toungue is sensitive. Sex similar 

love ain’t sixteen but ours should be 

harsh toungues it’s early , it’s sunny 

do you pass time cloud chasing , counting dreams and loose change and hypothetical,  ,

typing like it’s me and you .  Back on mission 

back on road , it was nice to know you

juneteenth 


6/19
-Kids with no dreams 


She said she don’t dream 


6/19
-


DAMN YOU DOLL 

BLACK KIDS OVER THE SOFA 

BLACK ART OVER COFFEE , KUDOS 

slow down KIDDO, prices too high 

peices TO MY FAMILY 

PEACE OF TOUNGUE , WHAT SHOULD I SAY 


///


WHO WATERS ROSES IN THE RAIN

CALLING NAMES YOU DON T SCARE ME 

IM MAD IM IN PUDDLES 

YOU SLAP ME 


6/20

-Let’s be honest 


This ain’t no talent it’s a curse , a crutch 

this no talent it’s a profit. If I’m honest 

wouldn’t fuck you if I loss potential. 

I’m a lost cause 


6/21

-


There’s no God out here

just loose dogs and the anti 

36 destines , what this mean to me 

crying in the background, I’m working 

get back to me. 


Kids with no dreams 

WE CAN NOT BE THE TYPICAL STORY

FUCK DRINK DIE , ALO

ALAS , HE WAS A GOOD ONE . ALTHOUGH

SHE TOLD ME NO MORE STRUGGLE 

tug o war my Nalah

6/18
-


How I feel right now 

how I go backwards 

how you move this way

how you find me . Who you 

how we so close already.

How your day been. Mine too 

how you fight your demons 

how you cry so soft . Teach me 

how to put both shoes on

how to stomp with no sound. 

How is love , and bright sounds 

repetition pass fuck fuck fuck ,

boring to me.

How you like my friends 

how you , nevermind I’m too nice - 

how you lie to me , yet I understand 

how I so easy. Back on track 

how my fingers look 

you know I make it for the insecure 

how your mind feeling 

how’s your peace of mind. It happens 

how you changing minds , changed mine 

how come I never thank you. 

how come this ain’t a thank you 

how I explain my problems 

how I cope with pain , not again 

you know I go through it . Threw it 

how long before it lands . Cold sand 

how we really get here .

6/16
-


I’m sure I’m vicious 

have you seen my past living

have you seen my new living. What i do for a living . There’s no ease 

no sleep , dreams get clearer 

as I feel the division , drift too fast 

and they may hate you forever.Nothing forever, 

I see your face in every new hue.

6/15
-Child’s play II  / 93 mags


All the fall 

the seasons we never recall. Sitting after all 

in front of me or in front of screen 

you on my mind after all . The jaws night calls 

bubble gum when I’m nervous , bubble pink 

I love those roses , I pray for 

the church say amen . Backs again 

I waste no time ,

we got all summer to not die. Blue skies 

brought from full smiles on new moon . 

After blues clues and practiced lunches 

marriages over Rothko , actually Murakami ,

eyes paper origami from 93 magazines 

in our quest for hunger , rings to hit with ,

a bye high. A  B  Come Des garçon 

I like you too. Don’t need proper english 

I deal with similar emotional and mental .

This is your cause , love is not wrong 

just don’t give it on simple request. This a test 

between AU and the night’s tune.

6/9
-Splits 


I got a lot of anger 

me too honey. Go for the money 

analyze the ballistic over dinner time 

I’m unamused. I see no gray area 

well I do when I look up . Concrete paradise 

what I do when you under me . All the soft 

towels , laughs , not that hungry for giggles ,

you satisfied and that alarms me . Alarm rings 

big rain puddle , no closed windows 

I wake up to a girl 

for now let’s call this soul ________

drunk fuck , no kissy face 

puppy pal , you know I hate to be followed

hate that I’m an option. But working with splits 

half here half in noggin. Be my mind 

ease my mind , make bad days never hurt. 

Home and gone again , use to be alone 

used to be luste

now I’m me.

6/6
-


THIS IS MALE WEAKNESS 

KILLING MYSELF SO YOU DON T HAVE TO. 

FEELING MYSELF  THE MRS GETTING SELFISH 

NO PAIN KILLERS ON MY SHELF. NIGGA ON THE BOOKBAG THE RADIO THE TV 

AS IF I DON T SEE ME. TOUGH NIGGA 

DON T YOU SHOW NO FEAR. I TALK LIGHT

THIS FOR ya ALL THE TIMES I SHOULDVE SCREAM IN THE THEATRE , IM SCARED TOO 

SCARS FROM MY STOLEN BIKE. THIS LOVELY 

MEADOW FOR US TO BE IN. IN SYNC 

YET AFTER IM ALONE. OKAY OKAY WE GET IT 

you’re done for the day

6/6
-Voices 


Drop the O to see the vices 

I WANNA FEEL MORE , MY LIFE IS CHARMED 

I KNOW NO STRUGGLE NO FEAR 

though sensitive skin,you off my back on wawa.

THUG TEARS IVE CRIED , WE BOND OVER

RECORDING SONGS ON YOUR BOOST MOBILE . GHETTO FABULOUSA. PIZZA PUFF 

bad diets bad temper bad drugs , you had it all 

I had no voice I’m only five. Mom gone 9 to 5 , 

trust you with her next voice . I got no daddy 

YOU MY NEW DADDY. CALL YOU DADDY

mimick simple syllables , I see you in the mirror

really glass . THATS A METAPHOR

BIG DOGS BEHIND THE TEN FOOT PORTAL 

BEYOND MY STRETCH , BEYOND MY EARS 

MY WORD . HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL

spy child talking on the phone. 30 feet away 

I count em then we count our pennies then it’s 

PIZZA PUFF LOTTO TICKET DILL PICKLE 

real life tele. Tell me your war stories

burn myself for similar bruises. Cowboy north ,

same shoes you tied for me.

6/5
-CHASE


The day away throw it under 

I AIN T SATISFIED WITH SATURDAYS 

TASTE LIKE TOOTSIE ROLLS. SWEAR ITS SIMILAR TO LOW EYES , NOTHING REAL , 

how could I forget the moments I loved .

My morning sex , private films  , heart on ten 

making out on expensive beds. I FAILED

HAVE YOU SEEN ALL OF ME. WILL YOU SPILL

MY INSECURITIES AND THE REAL ME 

the things that come out at 1:22. My blood 

my moments of pain and childbirth. 

MY DAUGHTER I LOVE YA 

egos over truth that’s where I’m from 

where we go. Show love , then show’s over 

after parties please dance on me. After panties

I have no reason to be honest . Blood eyes ,

new moon. NEW PHOTOS NEW NITROUS 

NEW FETISH WITH EVERYTHING I HATE IN YOU S . I HATE YOU I HATE US I HATE WHERE  I’m between rocks and in passionate horns .

Brief case handy , baseball cap. 


Never leave me 

never greet me

6/5 

-five

Can you believe there are no black people in some movies? No sunlight to grace burnt  cheeks. I'm falling victim to stress. I'm hoping for a follow again .


At a bar wondering where you at 

If i'm a kid i'd run again. Run nigga 

6/4

-

I'm small and you call it beauty 

do you like my hair and the a allure

I hear the cheer, i took it now: I sip 

you for the money I don't blame you honey.

Honey, though darker and muted

although i'm from rocks and rolls

tan rocks you run your hands through 

when you can't find yourself and i'm unaware 

whats your number. Hop in the destroyer 

bad boy where your heart go. Bad memory 

I talk and don't record i reckon you fancy

you tip me a ten, no pussy's free. Free mind 

free sight and no ears  

6/1 & 6/3

Can you see the dirt 

//

Here's to new beginnings, 

100 bills

5/24

-THose ahead 

Behind those ahead, all things considered 

I AINT SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HELP AUNT OUT 

FOR 20. IF I STOP NOW 

HIT THE DIVISION. WHAT DIFFERENCE 

IM ROYALTY TOO. OH LORDE OH GOSH 

I'm a baby too. Pacify titty, 

I pass like seasons so why I still here. Why I 

CRY WHEN HURT, LARGER THAN EMOJI 

there's good lager in that freezer. Good ends 

go longer I need workout I need some love .

I NEED MY GOOD SHOES GOOD SHOWS , GOOD 

RIDDANCE I KNOW YOU LL HIT ME, DOUBLE L 

bad day for doll. Bad tears you know i'm soft 

BAD TEMPER LIKE DADDY. HUFFY TOUGHIE 

MY JACKET GOT MORE BODIES THAN YOU. 

MORE BODY, I need the touch. HIT ME 

rough I can't take tension

5/18

-

Sometimes i'm reckless

I got more than clouds to pamper you 

no hearts no diamonds. Very simple .

wake up in the heat on my toes. Rain o sleet ,

I'm a walking gun though I travel lux. ja vu ,

seen those thighs before , mid scene i'm active 

double >> , I see no limits. No sky these hours 

only water beds and memories. The hustle a jog 

, glowing from accolades the pinks and reds 

punks and motley hair cuts , and I struggle 

my life so themed. Do we care 

was never good enough I was crummy 

half a tank and you love me. Pump my head 

you deserve it you thoughtful 

off topic I love this. My mind play dough 

going 73. THE BLOOD ON ME 

WHILE I WAS DREAMING , YOU UPPERCUT 

THE SPEAKERS MAXING OUT 

SPEAKER TALKING, THOUGH VISUAL 

THOUGHT I CANT DRINK AND DRIVE 

CHEW GUM WITH HAND ON RICOH 

LADY LIBERTY, SOLVE MY MOMENTARY 

MONETARY. SOLVE MY 

bad ideas and better meditation , dinner q's 

and space between us. 

5/16

/

I WISH YOU KNEW ME 

WISH I WAS DIFFERENT IM FLAWS 

IN ALL THE PHOTOS, THE DECEPTION 

YAL GETS TO ME. MY LEGS MOVE 

I GOT SHADOWS I GOT HANDS FOR 

PARTY FAVORS AND SMILES , I HATE 

THE PASSION YOU CAN SMELL THE LIARS, 

THE THINGS WE DO FOR CLOUT, SEX , 

AND FOREIGN ADDRESSES. ARE YOU HAPPY 

OR BRAVE ENOUGH TO LIE I GOT DETECTORS

I GOT PLANS. AFTER PARTY'S OVER --- 

GOOD THING I GOT VOICE

5/6

-BLXCK

I'm a camera not a comrade,

blink if you know him.  Grin on head 

All the roads are black now, just not young 

anymore what's forever. 5% off wedding 

decor, the more the merrier. Use your chest

I understand I remember. It's about being here 

walk out differently. Change a case 

I know, I'm optimist. Doll face 

with the black eyes, too corny to say vision

shaking left toe every two, every other I 

skip back and forth pray for peace. Can't keep 

going counterclock. And every 24 

I'm more a man on my facial and pedi, 

shaking my body counter circular. Hands up 

I was just dancing I like my tongue out I like my gaze gazelle 

this forest a jungle. Beware,

the dogs out. 

BEFORE BLACK COWBOY 

4/13

-

Walking through me, messy intimate          I barely read words . Fighters on crack you absurd. You silly we all spill soup ,  lick it up for tea kettles. Rubbing wood this is standard. My everyday life just politics , what’s on tv                             what we on.

::: /// 

 I CANT HOLD BACK YOU WONT LET GO ARMS AND ANKLES . 

-Another summer at home , I’m alone who’s in my head, where’s my home,  need love that’s why I’m here. You hear       I heard butt dials like new ideas . New me same feelings least I’m sane. Did we peak or am I too honest. Two options


 I wanna play quarterback , doll for dollars when songs on you miss me. When good  I like it rough, I want all emotions                I see five faces from you. Two my enemy fuck til three. Sunny out I start my day give me ten , gas is time for me            time with Betty Blue. Everyday simple curtains, movies, peak til sunset,            you leave and I’m difficult. Take me home where the moon is orange and I got no time and we always get along. Alone,  only coupled to hide it more. No fear      hit the windows out , jumping on beds there’s bigger things than us. Lately           I know me so well. 


Now what Black Christ                               my favorite mirror broken. Favorite song silent I’m blind I shoot photos.                 I’m cursed yal think I’m lucky.                                  Green clovers over palace.                        You gone I trusted you. Thrusted you        go there we selfish for the pussy.        Color red on eyelids. Blue booty             now I’m retro my gold pale most nights. Soft life do I dance. Shake my booty       call me human. Isn’t it good                    that I barely need you. Fine furniture           the way i feel I’m insensitive.


12/4

-

Obsessive and upsetting calling                        old habits like I’m old happy                               im fake useful. You’re real life useless           using me,hopes my dreams follow through.   Bet your last cattle for loose cigarettes and smudged lips in a weak party. When I’m mad you’re just chuckling. Eyes hurt too             using sticks to light my stones and rolling     on blue carpet you cared when it got legit    then come to me for benefits. New daddy,   new life. Every young girl wants to be Lolita,I’m upset. I’m distressed. I’m distracted         do you ball. Are you blue                                   not the color, the emotion. Fake people          will smile until shutter close. Barn doors      and French bread, goat cheese, heavens.          I need Jesus.

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