DEATH OF BLACK COWBOY
7/1
-Penny Proud
Mrs.Penny Proud,
glad you proud of me
fucking on my 12th hour,
second floor, you think they hear me
on first flight, you call it progress
on first night, devil wearing blue
on the second pop
spitting out on you
they say you can’t fall on first sight
they lying, they true.
6/24
-
Promise it’s not rough
though my next not next enough
fear not ,
how much spit in your mouth
cross the checklist with no miles
just knots. This compassion
lost my lust. You a good actor
should change it up. I’m baby doll ,
center & front.
6/20
-party
Forever my fiancé
and back to my Beyoncé’s
rack in like ponce , say
when I’m quiet , what do you say.
When it’s too fast , got me who rushin
closer than then last day
in a seat at a bar
dancing with sprits in scarfs.
6/18
-Summer moon
Had an epiphany , I’m leaving
yea yea , you too .
Tuesday afternoon
wait up , traveling at 5
can you tell from bottom stair
staring at my open body
very close to bottom star
taking swigs of moon water
this is process of dirty summer.
Welcome to the unholy
don’t let this section ruin you
bruised , I look good with tutu
Toto really cody
Tata really you. Tada, with magic wand ,
overnight natural , am I right .
Over right , exhibit b ,
working night shift ,
papa know you got some headache
taking flickers
making sure I got an angle
fuck my mind up
but not like you
moonlight look like you.
6/17
-WE
REAL WRITER , OF COURSE YOU IN HERE
theyd never take me back,I plea with good fear
ICE AND COAL CHILD , BUT WHEN IM NEAR
one day I’ll make money,memories,birth,tears.
TRYNA BE THE BETTER BOY , BUT
can never hide the me , see my past and
I NEVER SEE HOW YOU COULD ACCEPT ME
you gladly accept me. Hand on tummy, yes
BEEN SO MUCH AND NOTHING FOR (WE).
I’ve always seen who I want to be, and you you
TELLING ON ME , OH DEAR YELLING
crying behind the eyes,flaunting my detail
LATELY BEEN LISTENING TO CO STAR ,
SIP MY WATER WITH NO COSTAR ,
MAKING RINGS AND LAPS MOBILE -
THINKING
IS THIS ALL GOLD COAST CAN GIVE ME .
6/2
-summer son
Getting selfish in the coach house
you can hear me sigh if you silver (or gold)
tears up and I’m part blind
be bold baby boy , no matter how old .
Caught up in an early summer sun
your summer son
forever ever bold and darker
hold my flight and air and hand
I’m a natural , am I right
in the dark night and with two words
my name and yours.
Paid with hurt in my heart
do you accept change
except the cheap wine and whiskey
crying nine times til ten
wiping with the bandana she gave u.
It’s pretty dark though
when the sky control my day
has the lost really risen
5/30
-
All I have is names
smacking chest my gold chain
goodbye , I love all the things
I’ll never get back again.
Can’t communicate with ya
5/29
-At the age of 2
My eyes are dry , you hear this from time
running away , here he go again
lying for pride, I don’t break your focus
crying on time , I got skin too.
Black Chicago in the sky
I only knew key lime
an honest timeline
lines about 25
a t shirt as lifeline
water for playtime
sirens as primetime
my boys are family now.
The world in 20 miles
around and around , my plane is free
my brother and niece
smoking at age of 2.
You read my songs
alone in my room always asking why
the days barely north settling in
a rockstar in suit and tie
like black men can wear disguise .
A troubled youth who always tried
a mind, they’ll say
jack in my bottle
you can predict my worth.
Sometimes I’m so alone
I see no one on sea
5/11
-33
The boy is mine
I can tell you behind the scene
back for inspiration
33 on the d’usse , how does it feel
thirty three in your wrist
came back for lovely sex , dreams
only commas divide the convos , capital
come back , you tell me be patient
I’m moving back in four
I have your support (?)
missed the show , we made a movie
subtle, making moves
no longer together , the photos last forever
in everything. Those summers sucked
starting, with something
4/19
-peach meat
Two sides , crack and Chanel
gripping tight , all summer
and going hard , sun coming
my mind a mirror , you adore them
2:41, rain sounds and orange
street lights , bunny and purring
if you good to me , I’m kicking and fighting
here comes la lun, an excuse for all
a nigga with drawl, head in draws
curly hair and excuses.
Grabbing ball , dare these niggas call charge
if you law , above my head
kiss my four, all my friends will never know.
It all happen like I never knew you
old as I get , same rest to my face
fold, told house of blues hire me
balloon raffle , chances of piping down
negro stone but soft
NO SILENCE I LIED
3/17
-You far (2)
Why i fuck on you
ducking my own calls
leaving the towel you threw
had an epiphany - I'm leaving
yea yea, you too.
Do I even miss you
yes ma'am i'm super black
i'm that nigga with the hair
and I care, popping pills
missing sisters
and my tongues for thrill.
Sneaking after hours, the room's 72
I want to know religion
knees before shoulder
wine and wine
whine after whine
gotta force the distance
it's not fair.
I invented space
on the surface there's feeling
feeling the air, I got flights too
causing trouble, and I love it
and I'm occupied
you fine yet
find it yet
3/7
-hopes
Mirror mirror , it starts the same
I had a vision , it involves you
black shadow on figure
move like my film do
when you , I’m home
trailer mobile park , really duplex
dual hands , and a combo,
like you down right right
had to left I was alone.
Had my ho es, I was wrong
the p for protection
forget I’m not just anybody
not just a projection on your screen ,
project you can scream at
screaming up from the projects
I AINT NEVER HAD A HOME
I JUST TURNED ELEVEN
HOW I ‘POSE TO KNOW
POSED TO FAIL
HOW I KNOW.
calm down when you home
pumping iron in my sweet shirt
you know I’m not alone.
I know you not alone
the type to ask you have good times
not a lie.
We could be niggas
I mean we are niggas
2/6
-
And it’s night again,
asking reactions from me
contact. I the sea
///(you not posed to read this)
Mirror mirror , why you see
gray tv scene , you good to me.
Red dot , found your credentials
found me and me too
sitting on broke arms
stacking pennies to throw with hands
stacking screens , cause you never know.
Girl on fire , I got aluminum
and I’m shouting right there. Right there
promise we love from afar
well, we too. Selfish in the deep end
and who you got , who here new,
what can they do for me.
Love you like volvo, sky blue
blur my old and new
video hate what I gotta be.
Daydream, I never get enough sleep
we end up same, I gotta see you
Cigs inside
1/22
- ’s verse
Like yea yea, so is life
if heads was right
like , head the right idea
like I’m eight, Christian ,
cousin Christian I can never be better
know your dolls I’m insecure .
Although secure
talking beyond good arms , legs
this only work if I get to you
this only me
every Saturday a memory
walking outta line
my missed form
this room too long ,with two strides
talk to sleep in pink light
and if I decide
I just don’t act right
I don’t got no easy name.
No man like me
1/07
-
Just like daddy , granddaddy , stepdaddy
was ready to lose last May
why I need you.
- break -
12/13
-hands up
Favorite design , bird falls in the sky
good aligns, good at lying
I’m back and forth , lassoe loops
pastor for art folk. All we is
pointing goblins calling we green
you half blue. Party monster , your new muse .
On the run
hand on my gun
I run away , it’s never fun
It’s hard being young , in love
end of life , cherry seats
I wish you’d see me.
Pray , it’s tainted
schedule flexible , I’ll be seeing yous
shoot well cause we went to school
keep it to chest , mine and yours
it like july, summer never faded ways
how I keep eye to centers
like lux but Im 22
like love , remind me of you
I want motives motion nonsense
cup of tea with birthday cake.
I got eyes , you sure it’s me ?
12/5
-(fill in)
You know what I mean
get here, you ‘t see me
you can see me . Bed rest
never needed TV, false words
2 o with my lights on
if I consider light - my phone on
waving in the air , my favorite gone
needed , now I’m never .
Baby Chanel , alive and well
new so swell
rice and rest my life
like my free time with prima
young mind I clean up
dirty by forty byes
I swear it should be sunny
6PM , I love my emotions
cut the e you split with me
filled with good , I’m thoughtful
we dream much differently than .
I take thousands, I take cash
stuck for little memories of you and me.
Struck 2, im out of luck
destiny and metaphors , the sun gets touchy
duty tax , fly you out , new forms of attention.
Seen you naked , I seen you cry
I think with my you tell me to quit
remember the future , no cheering
you late , you thinking
who in the world would know it’s me .
Love sounds just like daddy
I’m in mind , you got my addy
we aren’t naked , but you love me
~convinced I wrote about you before I knew it was you-
11/26
-just(so you know)
I understand you , inspiring me
fan of the fan and space land
talk to me | it’s 5 AM (years old) ,
missed words and the wind back on me
blowing back(s) and my niecey like the ears
early 20s and got no fear
hear no change from me.
Coulple change gold chain single ,
I’m happy too .
We love run on emotion
secrets of mine feed my mind
my mine a love too .
I let go
I know you no me ,
never saying no to me and
I’m touched, see I move too.
I’m a bunch , a lot of
let it be let it be
after free me and i need a text
I miss yous , double dare a berry tree ,
double date (your) two faces I fear
see I’m screaming like I sing blues.
Singing faces for two hues
two moods : ,
need a translator just to get to me
I’m a phase , I know no one
afraid I’m do you call ten fives
throwing up like lemme be lemme be
felt like wealth for me .
Can I last forever
will I be as honest as days
when the right light hits, I see you
11/12
-pizza puff
Oh I love my little chica
my Nina
I’m sorry I need my : quick money
relations , my retaliation
questioning myself like
who hurt you. Working hard
forgot it’s round two,
you will never forget me .
Amazing gown , how you make me
under sheets too long
col da sac(?) I’m around
I need to be myself with you
I’m not found I’m rigid
twice I’ve felt everything
beautiful black girl , glad you taught me
stack your memories
fuck all that bread .
Last week been a mystery
12 AM and you love me
7AM , I’m across country
6PM the vision’s not what it used to be
I’m not ashamed of what I gotta be .
No jacket on let the pain hit
my namesake
and cold hands so familiar
you lucky I speak dirt language.
I’m sure your favorite got notes from me
I’m sure I see your eyes too .
Up until the paper in
11/1
-Gabby’s far
With my eyes closed
do you remember the well
wealthy word class ,
I’m behind can you tell .
Get down or get high
fast motion good motion
fourth floor view of mine.
List of champagne tonight
waking up
for you it’s minus two
I’m afraid to be alone
you say you say me too
focus on me, too
like her drop the range
hear the vocals in the closet
I got time I got range
you too.
French girls that remind me of she
the story goes I was looking
(good metaphor,) she was there
and my bad words to you .
And my rush to good sunshine
better sex now, I admit I’m insecure
when you see me is potential my open door
off the books I really love you, just not sure .
10/30
-
Love is outside
like I’m outside. ten for ten
you perfect, too.
Call me , I’m baby too
changing hue every week
God a woman , I’m staring at her.
Laugh o sinister
new motto new chapter
I miss you mores followed by
kiss hug.
10/28
-Is there more
How can I move
whenever do I desire more
never close to me
you mad and I got open doors.
Daughter, i hope you listening
hope my bruises show
black tattoos before I knew control
loose contact, I feel this slightly more.
Feel you slight more
pass touch, my thoughts on the floor
I’ve been told by everyone
do we do this anymore.
10/24
-Life update for tabs
Straight from around ,run my rounds
love my sympathy for girls with pain.
Half done manicure, I like a story
just kidding, I really love you.
Rodeo just a runway
runaway i was only three
straight men fathering me
whiskey cowboy ,
daddy but you Jack(ie).
You hit me, joy is temporary
silence and good pain
see my window panes
walking metaphor get to know me.
10pm I barely drowsy
head bob , slightly dizzy
north star I owe my soul to
late deal (good deal), what you owe him
you love me what you told him
fuck me I got life still
still life , my pretty portrait
the problem is you on my mind.
Running on my mind
10/15
-Mirror , Mirror
Twin peaks , there’s two of you
I see you , too . Behind a mask
I found me , behind flute
nasty streak a fluke trust me
I can’t trust yous. O my
I am I , unreliable sidekick
beyond a narrative
the only truth we can run to.
10/11
-
Hard or efficient
now my heart fished in
follow the love this a thought about you
what’s left of today .
I know some niggas , i don’t even know me
trouble for myself . I need all of it
run for the wealth , and self . Left leg
bent, knelt .
I know no one and I’d rather know me
good words and memories
fickle entities
love that you draw again
this just how I been thinking
cleaned up when you coming over
daddy’s back , back seat range
ecks , like clover field
red rover red rover ,
Uber two blocks , you know I love ya
fight night , I’m running away
just keep up with our , antics
bad habits , and habitat
I don’t even gotta write
I see you , see me
fuck , I got the truth
2AM it’s part three.
Big tee you should be giving to me
out of sight , deep in brain
enough talk , tell me you.
where is the world placing me
9/30
-
MY HEAD , MY BODY
MY ASS , I LOVE THE LIES
ALLURE , ARE YOU SURE
AM I GOOD AM I MODEST
LETS BE HONEST LETS BE CLOSER
MORE DISTANCE IVE GOTTEN FURTHER
GONE FURTHER, MY SPLIT ENDS
SPLIT FOR
MY HEAD , MY CONSCIOUS
THE SECRETS I KNOW FOR YOU
NO ANGEL , I GOT ANGLES ON YOU
FROM DAYBREAK I GOT UP
Walk two feet and you don’t love me
thirty five miles per hour with
your head , my shoulder
we can’t fuck , I’m under your belt
I’m a good memory
adieu from these black eyes ,
these bellybuttons sweet to me .
Down to five
five AM am I really reaching for you
checking temples and toungues
hoping you forget same for me
gold teeth reflect my cheek
and I love ya , I hate the feel
newcomer never wanna be found
9/22
-S. Manitou
There's no fear
I never can leave
it could be 5 AM
don't matter to me. Matter to me
what's a number anyway
what a silly q. More sally
lassoed up this circle around Lasalle
show you I can be loved loved, too.
Never frenched a tabby
guessing games or taboo
I NEVER FELT WORST
UH MY EYES AINT 20 29
YOU 20 NOW
WHEN IM DRUNK I CELEBRATE YA
CAN YOU CONGRATULATE ME
so then just let go mm
niggas pumping iron on the front of the lawn
ima tired, I exhausted .
You tell me duh
it's not love before 2 AM
I know I know
I need no more pressure
pressure over heart , you ask my favorite
you may feel it's just me and you
double the two upped the monogamy,
in the wind I'm a psychic
searching for dirty love in the past
overheard me call you the one
I'm in love, it's Michigan
it's fall , the energy change me
9/13
-004
Petty rest and
resting pedis on forcep
cloudy with a chance of
fuck the rest you gotta come my way.
You can call me, don't say a word
mumbling pretty words like
FUCK, SHIT, BREATHE, LIVE
LICK, FUCK, SWEAR THIS SWEAT MIST.
Swear I don't miss, you
but call me yours
dragging my laundry on cracked floorboards
love the third wall to the left
take the rings out I can breathe more
ring the bell in, I'm
up I'm up I run the extra laps
extra extra all in my lap
paradise with a view on a midday nap
new shit could blur to rap . That's a wrap
he let you if man not smarter
dirty dollars from Santeria
black body saints in a body bag
my legs out I hate to tan
I love the town
do you really not miss me
9/8
-003
It's now
it is now
now it's complex
it's blue
8/22
-001
PUSH IT PUSH IT
PUSH PUSH PU
THE ENGINE GO TURO !
YOUR PUPPY NEED A LEADER
AND I TELL YAH
I LOVE YOUR EXCUSES BABY GIRL
IVE HEARD IT ALL, MADE IT ALL
MADE THE BED I LIVE IN
MESS OF A LIFE
ITS AN ART
I MAKE THE RIGHT MOVES
I LISTEN TO NOBODY
IF I TOOK YOUR LEFT
THIS IS NOT MY PLAYGROUND
///
8/21
- 000
The pace of the day
la luz is red
any fall is televised
over my hands and three screens.
:::(dot dot dot)
Sometimes I feel like both of you
grabbing whatever fits
over mind and spirit
it don't matter I like long rides anyway.
JUST LOSE IT AND ACT REAL
we no better than the robbers
take this way to avoid the jokers
SUMMER 018
8/19
-Summer’s over
Hello yellow
green just , you for the fastest
my patience may end it. May my mind
and force , I wish no blessings
no more ducks and geese
forest fires and salt trenches
kissing for the kids on cart number 4.
Gotta ask you is there more
I’m lonely together
I’m dirty on August , over all us
I wish you valued smiles better.
Reviving titties on air pressure
reviewing my mal habits
mid thoughts in Gotham habitat.
Can I have love , can I feel pretty
will I be bad again . Asking 8 bottle
spilling bottle for a friend
matter a fact you never knew me
matter a fact this sex means nothing
matter a fact my rocks and stones
telephone offers two rides home
paradiso dates without me
all the malarkey in my warm heart
I fucked my tires up
what have you offered me.
Ecstatic to say exactly
my left lane and left on read
is meant for passing.
8/8
-
I wanna be a kid
shit, a nigga can dream
walk around demean’
I keep busy and I live. I leave
wish you felt like home , yeah,
whatever that means. Travel all alone
six missed calls on your phone.
Travel far with my eyes closed
the way the sun and the pain go
black hats I keep my brain close,
hitting you up when the rains slow
praying for a rainbow. Post brain glow ,
will my small fame make you stay more
I know I know. It’s about me and my angles
temporary forever mode
it’s past six , I’m emotional
hate when I’m emotional . But ,
doors closed let’s dance slow
guilt trip , gotta keep my heart closed
you know how that goes.
IM BLEEDING DO YOU CARE THOUGH
AND I FOLLOW MY AESTHETICS
BITCH , I DONT PAY FOR MY DADDY
FOLLOW MY ASS I LOVE THE LOOKS.
I SHIMMY MY SHOULDERS IM SO PRETTY
SEE THE SUN , YOU GOT ME
SEE YOU GOT ME
SAY YOU GOT ME
7/19
-(NO SHARING)
//dirty summer
I’m alive I’m free
as far as my mind goes .
My propaganda fan made
we’ll never do this again.
I waited for home
didn’t stop my open mouth. I’m willing
I was never oblivious. Who can phase me
only my phone knows my eyes. Poker poker
good thing the Joker was white. A man
by age from nothing and nothing else
if all else fails , have you said it all to me.
Another noche. Find a bed by three
you and your company on repeat. Hate your sh
show . You know our reality fake right
I need three songs to finish this stanza.
Just a soul searcher
looking for dirty folds in my laundry
Too many lefts and rights , i toss and turn
until the coin flips in my favor. Every 24
I’m a new man I’m reborn
on my feet off the water .
The fall from a dirty summer. Clap o bravo ,
all country lights dance.
You’re too old to catch me
he’s too young to run. She’s afraid of water
I’m drunk we cuddle ,
there’s less day today. That’s okay
7/17
-Oracle
Only good thrills
and you watching my moves
baby mirror , baby miracle
days of the oracle and omnipresent .
I know no triple r’s , then I found you
a foreign toungue. Curse me and I love it
cuss out my euros , question my messy past
and I love it. Days of fantasy and dream ,
my retro cowgirl , here to reverse my thoughts
hear my leisure and dunked head . Past 9
every question to me is the same
on my chest , what’s to know about me
off the chest I never hold a thought
thoughts on me , my thought on you
no one with talent puts it to good use.
And I hate you , you hate the chapel
maple syrup and all that’s sweet
I can barely call you honey.
7/5
-
Horses in the sky , which am I
I like that one. New moments make sense
you got parents , do you got skill ?
Am I
6/28
-
Off on dates , I remember 2002
6/24
-sex similar
Stopped in a hallway to say goodbye ,
my new hello . Angel to counter me
halo off , I need no lights ,halo ,
I think there’s time. Plenty moments
loss of time. I pout to watch you go
bird leaves nest , daughter off to war,
my toungue is sensitive. Sex similar
love ain’t sixteen but ours should be
harsh toungues it’s early , it’s sunny
do you pass time cloud chasing , counting dreams and loose change and hypothetical, ,
typing like it’s me and you . Back on mission
back on road , it was nice to know you
juneteenth
6/19
-Kids with no dreams
She said she don’t dream
6/19
-
DAMN YOU DOLL
BLACK KIDS OVER THE SOFA
BLACK ART OVER COFFEE , KUDOS
slow down KIDDO, prices too high
peices TO MY FAMILY
PEACE OF TOUNGUE , WHAT SHOULD I SAY
///
WHO WATERS ROSES IN THE RAIN
CALLING NAMES YOU DON T SCARE ME
IM MAD IM IN PUDDLES
YOU SLAP ME
6/20
-Let’s be honest
This ain’t no talent it’s a curse , a crutch
this no talent it’s a profit. If I’m honest
wouldn’t fuck you if I loss potential.
I’m a lost cause
6/21
-
There’s no God out here
just loose dogs and the anti
36 destines , what this mean to me
crying in the background, I’m working
get back to me.
Kids with no dreams
WE CAN NOT BE THE TYPICAL STORY
FUCK DRINK DIE , ALO
ALAS , HE WAS A GOOD ONE . ALTHOUGH
SHE TOLD ME NO MORE STRUGGLE
tug o war my Nalah
6/18
-
How I feel right now
how I go backwards
how you move this way
how you find me . Who you
how we so close already.
How your day been. Mine too
how you fight your demons
how you cry so soft . Teach me
how to put both shoes on
how to stomp with no sound.
How is love , and bright sounds
repetition pass fuck fuck fuck ,
boring to me.
How you like my friends
how you , nevermind I’m too nice -
how you lie to me , yet I understand
how I so easy. Back on track
how my fingers look
you know I make it for the insecure
how your mind feeling
how’s your peace of mind. It happens
how you changing minds , changed mine
how come I never thank you.
how come this ain’t a thank you
how I explain my problems
how I cope with pain , not again
you know I go through it . Threw it
how long before it lands . Cold sand
how we really get here .
6/16
-
I’m sure I’m vicious
have you seen my past living
have you seen my new living. What i do for a living . There’s no ease
no sleep , dreams get clearer
as I feel the division , drift too fast
and they may hate you forever.Nothing forever,
I see your face in every new hue.
6/15
-Child’s play II / 93 mags
All the fall
the seasons we never recall. Sitting after all
in front of me or in front of screen
you on my mind after all . The jaws night calls
bubble gum when I’m nervous , bubble pink
I love those roses , I pray for
the church say amen . Backs again
I waste no time ,
we got all summer to not die. Blue skies
brought from full smiles on new moon .
After blues clues and practiced lunches
marriages over Rothko , actually Murakami ,
eyes paper origami from 93 magazines
in our quest for hunger , rings to hit with ,
a bye high. A B Come Des garçon
I like you too. Don’t need proper english
I deal with similar emotional and mental .
This is your cause , love is not wrong
just don’t give it on simple request. This a test
between AU and the night’s tune.
6/9
-Splits
I got a lot of anger
me too honey. Go for the money
analyze the ballistic over dinner time
I’m unamused. I see no gray area
well I do when I look up . Concrete paradise
what I do when you under me . All the soft
towels , laughs , not that hungry for giggles ,
you satisfied and that alarms me . Alarm rings
big rain puddle , no closed windows
I wake up to a girl
for now let’s call this soul ________
drunk fuck , no kissy face
puppy pal , you know I hate to be followed
hate that I’m an option. But working with splits
half here half in noggin. Be my mind
ease my mind , make bad days never hurt.
Home and gone again , use to be alone
used to be luste
now I’m me.
6/6
-
THIS IS MALE WEAKNESS
KILLING MYSELF SO YOU DON T HAVE TO.
FEELING MYSELF THE MRS GETTING SELFISH
NO PAIN KILLERS ON MY SHELF. NIGGA ON THE BOOKBAG THE RADIO THE TV
AS IF I DON T SEE ME. TOUGH NIGGA
DON T YOU SHOW NO FEAR. I TALK LIGHT
THIS FOR ya ALL THE TIMES I SHOULDVE SCREAM IN THE THEATRE , IM SCARED TOO
SCARS FROM MY STOLEN BIKE. THIS LOVELY
MEADOW FOR US TO BE IN. IN SYNC
YET AFTER IM ALONE. OKAY OKAY WE GET IT
you’re done for the day
6/6
-Voices
Drop the O to see the vices
I WANNA FEEL MORE , MY LIFE IS CHARMED
I KNOW NO STRUGGLE NO FEAR
though sensitive skin,you off my back on wawa.
THUG TEARS IVE CRIED , WE BOND OVER
RECORDING SONGS ON YOUR BOOST MOBILE . GHETTO FABULOUSA. PIZZA PUFF
bad diets bad temper bad drugs , you had it all
I had no voice I’m only five. Mom gone 9 to 5 ,
trust you with her next voice . I got no daddy
YOU MY NEW DADDY. CALL YOU DADDY
mimick simple syllables , I see you in the mirror
really glass . THATS A METAPHOR
BIG DOGS BEHIND THE TEN FOOT PORTAL
BEYOND MY STRETCH , BEYOND MY EARS
MY WORD . HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL
spy child talking on the phone. 30 feet away
I count em then we count our pennies then it’s
PIZZA PUFF LOTTO TICKET DILL PICKLE
real life tele. Tell me your war stories
burn myself for similar bruises. Cowboy north ,
same shoes you tied for me.
6/5
-CHASE
The day away throw it under
I AIN T SATISFIED WITH SATURDAYS
TASTE LIKE TOOTSIE ROLLS. SWEAR ITS SIMILAR TO LOW EYES , NOTHING REAL ,
how could I forget the moments I loved .
My morning sex , private films , heart on ten
making out on expensive beds. I FAILED
HAVE YOU SEEN ALL OF ME. WILL YOU SPILL
MY INSECURITIES AND THE REAL ME
the things that come out at 1:22. My blood
my moments of pain and childbirth.
MY DAUGHTER I LOVE YA
egos over truth that’s where I’m from
where we go. Show love , then show’s over
after parties please dance on me. After panties
I have no reason to be honest . Blood eyes ,
new moon. NEW PHOTOS NEW NITROUS
NEW FETISH WITH EVERYTHING I HATE IN YOU S . I HATE YOU I HATE US I HATE WHERE I’m between rocks and in passionate horns .
Brief case handy , baseball cap.
Never leave me
never greet me
6/5
-five
Can you believe there are no black people in some movies? No sunlight to grace burnt cheeks. I'm falling victim to stress. I'm hoping for a follow again .
At a bar wondering where you at
If i'm a kid i'd run again. Run nigga
6/4
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I'm small and you call it beauty
do you like my hair and the a allure
I hear the cheer, i took it now: I sip
you for the money I don't blame you honey.
Honey, though darker and muted
although i'm from rocks and rolls
tan rocks you run your hands through
when you can't find yourself and i'm unaware
whats your number. Hop in the destroyer
bad boy where your heart go. Bad memory
I talk and don't record i reckon you fancy
you tip me a ten, no pussy's free. Free mind
free sight and no ears
6/1 & 6/3
Can you see the dirt
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Here's to new beginnings,
100 bills
5/24
-THose ahead
Behind those ahead, all things considered
I AINT SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HELP AUNT OUT
FOR 20. IF I STOP NOW
HIT THE DIVISION. WHAT DIFFERENCE
IM ROYALTY TOO. OH LORDE OH GOSH
I'm a baby too. Pacify titty,
I pass like seasons so why I still here. Why I
CRY WHEN HURT, LARGER THAN EMOJI
there's good lager in that freezer. Good ends
go longer I need workout I need some love .
I NEED MY GOOD SHOES GOOD SHOWS , GOOD
RIDDANCE I KNOW YOU LL HIT ME, DOUBLE L
bad day for doll. Bad tears you know i'm soft
BAD TEMPER LIKE DADDY. HUFFY TOUGHIE
MY JACKET GOT MORE BODIES THAN YOU.
MORE BODY, I need the touch. HIT ME
rough I can't take tension
5/18
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Sometimes i'm reckless
I got more than clouds to pamper you
no hearts no diamonds. Very simple .
wake up in the heat on my toes. Rain o sleet ,
I'm a walking gun though I travel lux. ja vu ,
seen those thighs before , mid scene i'm active
double >> , I see no limits. No sky these hours
only water beds and memories. The hustle a jog
, glowing from accolades the pinks and reds
punks and motley hair cuts , and I struggle
my life so themed. Do we care
was never good enough I was crummy
half a tank and you love me. Pump my head
you deserve it you thoughtful
off topic I love this. My mind play dough
going 73. THE BLOOD ON ME
WHILE I WAS DREAMING , YOU UPPERCUT
THE SPEAKERS MAXING OUT
SPEAKER TALKING, THOUGH VISUAL
THOUGHT I CANT DRINK AND DRIVE
CHEW GUM WITH HAND ON RICOH
LADY LIBERTY, SOLVE MY MOMENTARY
MONETARY. SOLVE MY
bad ideas and better meditation , dinner q's
and space between us.
5/16
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I WISH YOU KNEW ME
WISH I WAS DIFFERENT IM FLAWS
IN ALL THE PHOTOS, THE DECEPTION
YAL GETS TO ME. MY LEGS MOVE
I GOT SHADOWS I GOT HANDS FOR
PARTY FAVORS AND SMILES , I HATE
THE PASSION YOU CAN SMELL THE LIARS,
THE THINGS WE DO FOR CLOUT, SEX ,
AND FOREIGN ADDRESSES. ARE YOU HAPPY
OR BRAVE ENOUGH TO LIE I GOT DETECTORS
I GOT PLANS. AFTER PARTY'S OVER ---
GOOD THING I GOT VOICE
5/6
-BLXCK
I'm a camera not a comrade,
blink if you know him. Grin on head
All the roads are black now, just not young
anymore what's forever. 5% off wedding
decor, the more the merrier. Use your chest
I understand I remember. It's about being here
walk out differently. Change a case
I know, I'm optimist. Doll face
with the black eyes, too corny to say vision
shaking left toe every two, every other I
skip back and forth pray for peace. Can't keep
going counterclock. And every 24
I'm more a man on my facial and pedi,
shaking my body counter circular. Hands up
I was just dancing I like my tongue out I like my gaze gazelle
this forest a jungle. Beware,
the dogs out.
BEFORE BLACK COWBOY
4/13
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Walking through me, messy intimate I barely read words . Fighters on crack you absurd. You silly we all spill soup , lick it up for tea kettles. Rubbing wood this is standard. My everyday life just politics , what’s on tv what we on.
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I CANT HOLD BACK YOU WONT LET GO ARMS AND ANKLES .
-Another summer at home , I’m alone who’s in my head, where’s my home, need love that’s why I’m here. You hear I heard butt dials like new ideas . New me same feelings least I’m sane. Did we peak or am I too honest. Two options
I wanna play quarterback , doll for dollars when songs on you miss me. When good I like it rough, I want all emotions I see five faces from you. Two my enemy fuck til three. Sunny out I start my day give me ten , gas is time for me time with Betty Blue. Everyday simple curtains, movies, peak til sunset, you leave and I’m difficult. Take me home where the moon is orange and I got no time and we always get along. Alone, only coupled to hide it more. No fear hit the windows out , jumping on beds there’s bigger things than us. Lately I know me so well.
Now what Black Christ my favorite mirror broken. Favorite song silent I’m blind I shoot photos. I’m cursed yal think I’m lucky. Green clovers over palace. You gone I trusted you. Thrusted you go there we selfish for the pussy. Color red on eyelids. Blue booty now I’m retro my gold pale most nights. Soft life do I dance. Shake my booty call me human. Isn’t it good that I barely need you. Fine furniture the way i feel I’m insensitive.
12/4
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Obsessive and upsetting calling old habits like I’m old happy im fake useful. You’re real life useless using me,hopes my dreams follow through. Bet your last cattle for loose cigarettes and smudged lips in a weak party. When I’m mad you’re just chuckling. Eyes hurt too using sticks to light my stones and rolling on blue carpet you cared when it got legit then come to me for benefits. New daddy, new life. Every young girl wants to be Lolita,I’m upset. I’m distressed. I’m distracted do you ball. Are you blue not the color, the emotion. Fake people will smile until shutter close. Barn doors and French bread, goat cheese, heavens. I need Jesus.