9/22

-S. Manitou

There's no fear 

I never can leave 

it could be 5 AM

don't matter to me. Matter to me 

what's a number anyway 

what a silly q. More sally 

lassoed up this circle around Lasalle 

show you I can be loved loved, too. 

Never frenched a tabby 

guessing games or taboo

I NEVER FELT WORST

UH MY EYES AINT 20 29

YOU 20 NOW 

WHEN IM DRUNK I CELEBRATE YA 

CAN YOU CONGRATULATE ME 

so then  just let go mm 

niggas pumping iron on the front of the lawn 

ima tired, I exhausted .

You tell me duh 

it's not love before 2 AM 

I know I know 

I need no more pressure 

pressure over heart , you ask my favorite 

you may feel it's just me and you 

double the two upped the monogamy,

in the wind I'm a psychic

searching for dirty love in the past 

overheard me call you the one 

I'm in love, it's Michigan 

it's fall , the energy change me

9/13

-004

Petty rest and 

resting pedis on forcep

cloudy with a chance of 

fuck the rest you gotta come my way.

You can call me, don't say a word 

mumbling pretty words like 

FUCK, SHIT, BREATHE, LIVE

LICK, FUCK, SWEAR THIS SWEAT MIST.

Swear I don't miss, you 

but call me yours 

dragging my laundry on cracked floorboards 

love the third wall to the left 

take the rings out I can breathe more 

ring the bell in, I'm 

up I'm up I run the extra laps

extra extra all in my lap 

paradise with a view on a midday nap 

new shit could blur to rap . That's a wrap 

he let you if man not smarter 

dirty dollars from Santeria 

black body saints in a body bag 

my legs out I hate to tan 

I love the town 

do you really not miss me 

9/8

-003

It's now 

it is now 

now it's complex 

it's blue

8/22

-001

PUSH IT PUSH IT 

PUSH PUSH PU 

THE ENGINE GO TURO !

YOUR PUPPY NEED A LEADER

AND I TELL YAH 

I LOVE YOUR EXCUSES BABY GIRL

IVE HEARD IT ALL, MADE IT ALL

MADE THE BED I LIVE IN 

MESS OF A LIFE

ITS AN ART 

I MAKE THE RIGHT MOVES

I LISTEN TO NOBODY 

IF I TOOK YOUR LEFT

THIS IS NOT MY PLAYGROUND 

///

8/21

- 000

The pace of the day 

la luz is red

any fall is televised 

over my hands and three screens.

:::(dot dot dot)

Sometimes I feel like both of you 

grabbing whatever fits

over mind and spirit

it don't matter I like long rides anyway.

JUST LOSE IT AND ACT REAL 

we no better than the robbers 

take this way to avoid the jokers

SUMMER 018

8/19
-Summer’s over 


Hello yellow

green just , you for the fastest

my patience may end it. May my mind 

and force , I wish no blessings 

no more ducks and geese 

forest fires and salt trenches 

kissing for the kids on cart number 4. 

Gotta ask you is there more 

I’m lonely together 

I’m dirty on August , over all us

I wish you valued smiles better. 

Reviving titties on air pressure 

reviewing my mal habits 

mid thoughts in Gotham habitat. 

Can I have love , can I feel pretty 

will I be bad again . Asking 8 bottle 

spilling bottle for a friend 

matter a fact you never knew me 

matter a fact this sex means nothing 

matter a fact my rocks and stones 

telephone offers two rides home 

paradiso dates without me 

all the malarkey in my warm heart 

I fucked my tires up

what have you offered me. 

Ecstatic to say exactly 

my left lane and left on read 

is meant for passing.


8/8
-


I wanna be a kid

shit, a nigga can dream 

walk around demean’ 

I keep busy and I live. I leave 

wish you felt like home , yeah, 

whatever that means. Travel all alone 

six missed calls on your phone. 

Travel far with my eyes closed 

the way the sun and the pain go 

black hats I keep my brain close, 

hitting you up when the rains slow

praying for a rainbow. Post brain glow ,

will my small fame make you stay more 

I know I know. It’s about me and my angles 

temporary forever mode 

it’s past six , I’m emotional 

hate when I’m emotional . But , 

doors closed let’s dance slow 

guilt trip , gotta keep my heart closed

you know how that goes. 

IM BLEEDING DO YOU CARE THOUGH

AND I FOLLOW MY AESTHETICS

BITCH , I DONT PAY FOR MY DADDY

FOLLOW MY ASS I LOVE THE LOOKS. 

I SHIMMY MY SHOULDERS IM SO PRETTY

SEE THE SUN , YOU GOT ME 

SEE YOU GOT ME 

SAY YOU GOT ME

7/19
-(NO SHARING)
//dirty summer 


I’m alive I’m free 

as far as my mind goes . 

My propaganda fan made 

we’ll never do this again.

I waited for home 

didn’t stop my open mouth. I’m willing 

I was never oblivious. Who can phase me 

only my phone knows my eyes. Poker poker 

good thing the Joker was white. A man 

by age from nothing and nothing else 

if all else fails , have you said it all to me. 

Another noche. Find a bed by three 

you and your company on repeat. Hate your sh

show . You know our reality fake right 

I need three songs to finish this stanza. 

Just a soul searcher 

looking for dirty folds in my laundry

Too many lefts and rights , i toss and turn 

until the coin flips in my favor. Every 24

I’m a new man I’m reborn 

on my feet off the water . 

The fall from a dirty summer. Clap o bravo , 

all country lights dance.

You’re too old to catch me

he’s too young to run. She’s afraid of water 

I’m drunk we cuddle ,

there’s less day today. That’s okay

7/17
-Oracle


Only good thrills 

and you watching my moves 

baby mirror , baby miracle

days of the oracle and omnipresent .

I know no triple r’s , then I found you 

a foreign toungue. Curse me and I love it 

cuss out my euros , question my messy past 

and I love it. Days of fantasy and dream ,

my retro cowgirl , here to reverse my thoughts 

hear my leisure and dunked head . Past 9

every question to me is the same 

on my chest , what’s to know about me 

off the chest I never hold a thought

thoughts on me , my thought on you 

no one with talent puts it to good use. 

And I hate you , you hate the chapel

maple syrup and all that’s sweet  

I can barely call you honey.

7/5
-


Horses in the sky , which am I 

I like that one. New moments make sense 

you got parents , do you got skill ?

Am I

6/28
-


Off on dates , I remember 2002

6/24
-sex similar


Stopped in a hallway to say goodbye ,

my new hello . Angel to counter me 

halo off , I need no lights ,halo ,

I think there’s time. Plenty moments 

loss of time. I pout to watch you go 

bird leaves nest , daughter off to war,

my toungue is sensitive. Sex similar 

love ain’t sixteen but ours should be 

harsh toungues it’s early , it’s sunny 

do you pass time cloud chasing , counting dreams and loose change and hypothetical,  ,

typing like it’s me and you .  Back on mission 

back on road , it was nice to know you

juneteenth 


6/19
-Kids with no dreams 


She said she don’t dream 


6/19
-


DAMN YOU DOLL 

BLACK KIDS OVER THE SOFA 

BLACK ART OVER COFFEE , KUDOS 

slow down KIDDO, prices too high 

peices TO MY FAMILY 

PEACE OF TOUNGUE , WHAT SHOULD I SAY 


///


WHO WATERS ROSES IN THE RAIN

CALLING NAMES YOU DON T SCARE ME 

IM MAD IM IN PUDDLES 

YOU SLAP ME 


6/20

-Let’s be honest 


This ain’t no talent it’s a curse , a crutch 

this no talent it’s a profit. If I’m honest 

wouldn’t fuck you if I loss potential. 

I’m a lost cause 


6/21

-


There’s no God out here

just loose dogs and the anti 

36 destines , what this mean to me 

crying in the background, I’m working 

get back to me. 


Kids with no dreams 

WE CAN NOT BE THE TYPICAL STORY

FUCK DRINK DIE , ALO

ALAS , HE WAS A GOOD ONE . ALTHOUGH

SHE TOLD ME NO MORE STRUGGLE 

tug o war my Nalah

6/18
-


How I feel right now 

how I go backwards 

how you move this way

how you find me . Who you 

how we so close already.

How your day been. Mine too 

how you fight your demons 

how you cry so soft . Teach me 

how to put both shoes on

how to stomp with no sound. 

How is love , and bright sounds 

repetition pass fuck fuck fuck ,

boring to me.

How you like my friends 

how you , nevermind I’m too nice - 

how you lie to me , yet I understand 

how I so easy. Back on track 

how my fingers look 

you know I make it for the insecure 

how your mind feeling 

how’s your peace of mind. It happens 

how you changing minds , changed mine 

how come I never thank you. 

how come this ain’t a thank you 

how I explain my problems 

how I cope with pain , not again 

you know I go through it . Threw it 

how long before it lands . Cold sand 

how we really get here .

6/16
-


I’m sure I’m vicious 

have you seen my past living

have you seen my new living. What i do for a living . There’s no ease 

no sleep , dreams get clearer 

as I feel the division , drift too fast 

and they may hate you forever.Nothing forever, 

I see your face in every new hue.

6/15
-Child’s play II  / 93 mags


All the fall 

the seasons we never recall. Sitting after all 

in front of me or in front of screen 

you on my mind after all . The jaws night calls 

bubble gum when I’m nervous , bubble pink 

I love those roses , I pray for 

the church say amen . Backs again 

I waste no time ,

we got all summer to not die. Blue skies 

brought from full smiles on new moon . 

After blues clues and practiced lunches 

marriages over Rothko , actually Murakami ,

eyes paper origami from 93 magazines 

in our quest for hunger , rings to hit with ,

a bye high. A  B  Come Des garçon 

I like you too. Don’t need proper english 

I deal with similar emotional and mental .

This is your cause , love is not wrong 

just don’t give it on simple request. This a test 

between AU and the night’s tune.

6/9
-Splits 


I got a lot of anger 

me too honey. Go for the money 

analyze the ballistic over dinner time 

I’m unamused. I see no gray area 

well I do when I look up . Concrete paradise 

what I do when you under me . All the soft 

towels , laughs , not that hungry for giggles ,

you satisfied and that alarms me . Alarm rings 

big rain puddle , no closed windows 

I wake up to a girl 

for now let’s call this soul ________

drunk fuck , no kissy face 

puppy pal , you know I hate to be followed

hate that I’m an option. But working with splits 

half here half in noggin. Be my mind 

ease my mind , make bad days never hurt. 

Home and gone again , use to be alone 

used to be luste

now I’m me.

6/6
-


THIS IS MALE WEAKNESS 

KILLING MYSELF SO YOU DON T HAVE TO. 

FEELING MYSELF  THE MRS GETTING SELFISH 

NO PAIN KILLERS ON MY SHELF. NIGGA ON THE BOOKBAG THE RADIO THE TV 

AS IF I DON T SEE ME. TOUGH NIGGA 

DON T YOU SHOW NO FEAR. I TALK LIGHT

THIS FOR ya ALL THE TIMES I SHOULDVE SCREAM IN THE THEATRE , IM SCARED TOO 

SCARS FROM MY STOLEN BIKE. THIS LOVELY 

MEADOW FOR US TO BE IN. IN SYNC 

YET AFTER IM ALONE. OKAY OKAY WE GET IT 

you’re done for the day

6/6
-Voices 


Drop the O to see the vices 

I WANNA FEEL MORE , MY LIFE IS CHARMED 

I KNOW NO STRUGGLE NO FEAR 

though sensitive skin,you off my back on wawa.

THUG TEARS IVE CRIED , WE BOND OVER

RECORDING SONGS ON YOUR BOOST MOBILE . GHETTO FABULOUSA. PIZZA PUFF 

bad diets bad temper bad drugs , you had it all 

I had no voice I’m only five. Mom gone 9 to 5 , 

trust you with her next voice . I got no daddy 

YOU MY NEW DADDY. CALL YOU DADDY

mimick simple syllables , I see you in the mirror

really glass . THATS A METAPHOR

BIG DOGS BEHIND THE TEN FOOT PORTAL 

BEYOND MY STRETCH , BEYOND MY EARS 

MY WORD . HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL

spy child talking on the phone. 30 feet away 

I count em then we count our pennies then it’s 

PIZZA PUFF LOTTO TICKET DILL PICKLE 

real life tele. Tell me your war stories

burn myself for similar bruises. Cowboy north ,

same shoes you tied for me.

6/5
-CHASE


The day away throw it under 

I AIN T SATISFIED WITH SATURDAYS 

TASTE LIKE TOOTSIE ROLLS. SWEAR ITS SIMILAR TO LOW EYES , NOTHING REAL , 

how could I forget the moments I loved .

My morning sex , private films  , heart on ten 

making out on expensive beds. I FAILED

HAVE YOU SEEN ALL OF ME. WILL YOU SPILL

MY INSECURITIES AND THE REAL ME 

the things that come out at 1:22. My blood 

my moments of pain and childbirth. 

MY DAUGHTER I LOVE YA 

egos over truth that’s where I’m from 

where we go. Show love , then show’s over 

after parties please dance on me. After panties

I have no reason to be honest . Blood eyes ,

new moon. NEW PHOTOS NEW NITROUS 

NEW FETISH WITH EVERYTHING I HATE IN YOU S . I HATE YOU I HATE US I HATE WHERE  I’m between rocks and in passionate horns .

Brief case handy , baseball cap. 


Never leave me 

never greet me

6/5 

-five

Can you believe there are no black people in some movies? No sunlight to grace burnt  cheeks. I'm falling victim to stress. I'm hoping for a follow again .


At a bar wondering where you at 

If i'm a kid i'd run again. Run nigga 

6/4

-

I'm small and you call it beauty 

do you like my hair and the a allure

I hear the cheer, i took it now: I sip 

you for the money I don't blame you honey.

Honey, though darker and muted

although i'm from rocks and rolls

tan rocks you run your hands through 

when you can't find yourself and i'm unaware 

whats your number. Hop in the destroyer 

bad boy where your heart go. Bad memory 

I talk and don't record i reckon you fancy

you tip me a ten, no pussy's free. Free mind 

free sight and no ears  

6/1 & 6/3

Can you see the dirt 

//

Here's to new beginnings, 

100 bills

5/24

-THose ahead 

Behind those ahead, all things considered 

I AINT SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HELP AUNT OUT 

FOR 20. IF I STOP NOW 

HIT THE DIVISION. WHAT DIFFERENCE 

IM ROYALTY TOO. OH LORDE OH GOSH 

I'm a baby too. Pacify titty, 

I pass like seasons so why I still here. Why I 

CRY WHEN HURT, LARGER THAN EMOJI 

there's good lager in that freezer. Good ends 

go longer I need workout I need some love .

I NEED MY GOOD SHOES GOOD SHOWS , GOOD 

RIDDANCE I KNOW YOU LL HIT ME, DOUBLE L 

bad day for doll. Bad tears you know i'm soft 

BAD TEMPER LIKE DADDY. HUFFY TOUGHIE 

MY JACKET GOT MORE BODIES THAN YOU. 

MORE BODY, I need the touch. HIT ME 

rough I can't take tension

5/18

-

Sometimes i'm reckless

I got more than clouds to pamper you 

no hearts no diamonds. Very simple .

wake up in the heat on my toes. Rain o sleet ,

I'm a walking gun though I travel lux. ja vu ,

seen those thighs before , mid scene i'm active 

double >> , I see no limits. No sky these hours 

only water beds and memories. The hustle a jog 

, glowing from accolades the pinks and reds 

punks and motley hair cuts , and I struggle 

my life so themed. Do we care 

was never good enough I was crummy 

half a tank and you love me. Pump my head 

you deserve it you thoughtful 

off topic I love this. My mind play dough 

going 73. THE BLOOD ON ME 

WHILE I WAS DREAMING , YOU UPPERCUT 

THE SPEAKERS MAXING OUT 

SPEAKER TALKING, THOUGH VISUAL 

THOUGHT I CANT DRINK AND DRIVE 

CHEW GUM WITH HAND ON RICOH 

LADY LIBERTY, SOLVE MY MOMENTARY 

MONETARY. SOLVE MY 

bad ideas and better meditation , dinner q's 

and space between us. 

5/16

/

I WISH YOU KNEW ME 

WISH I WAS DIFFERENT IM FLAWS 

IN ALL THE PHOTOS, THE DECEPTION 

YAL GETS TO ME. MY LEGS MOVE 

I GOT SHADOWS I GOT HANDS FOR 

PARTY FAVORS AND SMILES , I HATE 

THE PASSION YOU CAN SMELL THE LIARS, 

THE THINGS WE DO FOR CLOUT, SEX , 

AND FOREIGN ADDRESSES. ARE YOU HAPPY 

OR BRAVE ENOUGH TO LIE I GOT DETECTORS

I GOT PLANS. AFTER PARTY'S OVER --- 

GOOD THING I GOT VOICE

5/6

-BLXCK

I'm a camera not a comrade,

blink if you know him.  Grin on head 

All the roads are black now, just not young 

anymore what's forever. 5% off wedding 

decor, the more the merrier. Use your chest

I understand I remember. It's about being here 

walk out differently. Change a case 

I know, I'm optimist. Doll face 

with the black eyes, too corny to say vision

shaking left toe every two, every other I 

skip back and forth pray for peace. Can't keep 

going counterclock. And every 24 

I'm more a man on my facial and pedi, 

shaking my body counter circular. Hands up 

I was just dancing I like my tongue out I like my gaze gazelle 

this forest a jungle. Beware,

the dogs out. 

BEFORE BLACK COWBOY 

4/22

-

Time alone , rest time.                             Smile looking for best times. Gotta go              antitypical. I see what I should                    that was never news to me. Good TV            your fights another mans comedy.              Good lighting, good practice. Here now     good enough.     

4/13

-

Walking through me, messy intimate          I barely read words . Fighters on crack you absurd. You silly we all spill soup ,  lick it up for tea kettles. Rubbing wood this is standard. My everyday life just politics , what’s on tv                             what we on.

::: /// 

 I CANT HOLD BACK YOU WONT LET GO ARMS AND ANKLES . 

-Another summer at home , I’m alone who’s in my head, where’s my home,  need love that’s why I’m here. You hear       I heard butt dials like new ideas . New me same feelings least I’m sane. Did we peak or am I too honest. Two options


 I wanna play quarterback , doll for dollars when songs on you miss me. When good  I like it rough, I want all emotions                I see five faces from you. Two my enemy fuck til three. Sunny out I start my day give me ten , gas is time for me            time with Betty Blue. Everyday simple curtains, movies, peak til sunset,            you leave and I’m difficult. Take me home where the moon is orange and I got no time and we always get along. Alone,  only coupled to hide it more. No fear      hit the windows out , jumping on beds there’s bigger things than us. Lately           I know me so well. 


Now what Black Christ                               my favorite mirror broken. Favorite song silent I’m blind I shoot photos.                 I’m cursed yal think I’m lucky.                                  Green clovers over palace.                        You gone I trusted you. Thrusted you        go there we selfish for the pussy.        Color red on eyelids. Blue booty             now I’m retro my gold pale most nights. Soft life do I dance. Shake my booty       call me human. Isn’t it good                    that I barely need you. Fine furniture           the way i feel I’m insensitive.


12/4

-

Obsessive and upsetting calling                        old habits like I’m old happy                               im fake useful. You’re real life useless           using me,hopes my dreams follow through.   Bet your last cattle for loose cigarettes and smudged lips in a weak party. When I’m mad you’re just chuckling. Eyes hurt too             using sticks to light my stones and rolling     on blue carpet you cared when it got legit    then come to me for benefits. New daddy,   new life. Every young girl wants to be Lolita,I’m upset. I’m distressed. I’m distracted         do you ball. Are you blue                                   not the color, the emotion. Fake people          will smile until shutter close. Barn doors      and French bread, goat cheese, heavens.          I need Jesus.

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