KH

12/28
-Evil twin

I think I see my evil twin

lil demon ,

a couple tens

I show you mean.

12/16
-

Pumping iron and bone

hit some gas , it 84

hit my knees

get scars for me ,

lie a lot .

I’ve seen that side

I’ve met four people

cut to two

two AM , unknown in a city I know

undercover

I’m away at resort.

Got hallelujah on the line

well , voicemail will do

well , yes I miss things

want things, need myself

though, I never knew you.

I would love you

taking me over

11/30
-

If it’s only us speaking , just

I wanna say

sometimes like you , I run

sometimes I find a way

make love in my life ,

can we stay .

11/12
-Hopper

In a very changing life,

I see a face with shifting sky

are you alone or in love

I’ve told you we’ve died.

I would’ve said we strangers

if you’d put the blue on

could be a feeling

just jumping out the hopper.

Just running , it easy

it was cool , by me ,

though both us cold

in a lofty 7th floor

slow as i go , make choices ,

sin forever and ever

with veins , twins.

11/10
-L’interdit

As i ponder the sol,

like burn on your chest,

my slide in complication,

the lust of a forbidden

one Angel singing soprano

Yes;

correct, lonely due.

I gesture a chest ,

I play it safe ,

seen backs with four eyes

seen a scream before fire

seen my life for your joy

making time , least I’m trying

you , a fear , room water ,

this could just be our dull moment.

Regular regular

all about my posture

us, the passions

memory lane,

I was so ;

are you dancing in the moonlight

communicating for a high

move through bodies,

pink balloons in the sky.

10/21
-

I know about ussss,

do we get to know you

is this far as it go

yes, three my dreams dead to me

to me, well, we got our photo

seen a photo , I miss sometning

what could I do

I’m all or nothing

what could I do

I’ve known you knew us well

and what could I do,

find a life for us

give more my pride

flood my ten fingers

dance to a lord

screaming i see you i see you

And then camera see us

9/27

-Do you ?

The only things that familiar

no more soft sheets , pass a D

over shoulder following me

other child begging to eat

he got his phone up

I don’t want no photos of me son.

At least six inches in between us, hun,

with our backs to reality

with my hobby

you go how see things these

a him, him and him joker

me, I’m a queen

me? I know time,

I share nothing

I see the rain , it don’t hit me .

Pardon if i speak script to you

love french for you

make up , she do Dior

for you.

Now tell me , do you ?

8/27

-

I was nothing at all

took a trip to Paris

just to see how you are

baby you know how I is

7/19

-Champaign Champagne

Angle in the mirror, what do I see

smoke in the lobby

drunk men across the street

they bit me. Not like you be doing

Angel in the mirror, tryna sneak a peak

no you not my lantern

though body lights my screen

but when my body in sun,

we can barely see you.

7/17

-

Sometimes I know you don't want me

why you want someone who don't love you

7/9

-Mana / birth star

Levitating, when he can

5 AM with no plan

touching ground, how I can

this how I land and stories told

the love is there, don't lose my hand

or loose minds and pots of gold

pots too green this the other side

you ever been this close to birth star.

7/1
-Penny Proud

Mrs.Penny Proud, 

glad you proud of me 

fucking on my 12th hour,

second floor, you think they hear me

on first flight, you call it progress 

on first night, devil wearing blue

on the second pop 

spitting out on you

they say you can’t fall on first sight

they lying, they true.

6/24
-

Promise it’s not rough 

though my next not next enough 

fear not ,

how much spit in your mouth 

cross the checklist with no miles 

just knots. This compassion 

lost my lust. You a good actor 

should change it up. I’m baby doll ,

center & front.

6/20
-party 

Forever my fiancé 

and back to my Beyoncé’s 

rack in like ponce , say

when I’m quiet , what do you say.

When it’s too fast , got me who rushin

closer than then last day 

in a seat at a bar 

dancing with sprits in scarfs.

6/18
-Summer moon 

Had an epiphany , I’m leaving 

yea yea , you too .

Tuesday afternoon 

wait up , traveling at 5

can you tell from bottom stair 

staring at my open body

very close to bottom star 

taking swigs of moon water

this is process of dirty summer.

Welcome to the unholy 

don’t let this section ruin you 

bruised , I look good with tutu

Toto really cody 

Tata really you. Tada, with magic wand ,

overnight natural , am I right .

Over right , exhibit b ,

working night shift , 

papa know you got some headache 

taking flickers

making sure I got an angle 

fuck my mind up 

but not like you

moonlight look like you.

6/17

-WE

REAL WRITER , OF COURSE YOU IN HERE

theyd never take me back,I plea with good fear

ICE AND COAL CHILD , BUT WHEN IM NEAR

one day I’ll make money,memories,birth,tears.

TRYNA BE THE BETTER BOY , BUT

can never hide the me , see my past and 

I NEVER SEE HOW YOU COULD ACCEPT ME

you gladly accept me. Hand on tummy, yes 

BEEN SO MUCH AND NOTHING FOR (WE).

I’ve always seen who I want to be, and you you 

TELLING ON ME , OH DEAR YELLING

crying behind the eyes,flaunting my detail 

LATELY BEEN LISTENING TO CO STAR ,

SIP MY WATER WITH NO COSTAR ,

MAKING RINGS AND LAPS MOBILE -

THINKING 

IS THIS ALL GOLD COAST CAN GIVE ME .

6/2
-summer son 

Getting selfish in the coach house 

you can hear me sigh if you silver (or gold)

tears up and I’m part blind 

be bold baby boy , no matter how old .

Caught up in an early summer sun

your summer son 

forever ever bold and darker 

hold my flight and air and hand 

I’m a natural , am I right

in the dark night and with two words 

my name and yours. 

Paid with hurt in my heart 

do you accept change

except the cheap wine and whiskey 

crying nine times til ten 

wiping with the bandana she gave u. 

It’s pretty dark though 

when the sky control my day 

has the lost really risen

5/30
-

All I have is names 

smacking chest my gold chain 

goodbye , I love all the things 

I’ll never get back again. 

Can’t communicate with ya

5/29
-At the age of 2

My eyes are dry , you hear this from time 

running away , here he go again 

lying for pride, I don’t break your focus 

crying on time , I got skin too. 

Black Chicago in the sky 

I only knew key lime 

an honest timeline 

lines about 25

a t shirt as lifeline 

water for playtime 

sirens as primetime

my boys are family now. 

The world in 20 miles 

around and around , my plane is free 

my brother and niece 

smoking at age of 2.

You read my songs 

alone in my room always asking why 

the days barely north settling in 

a rockstar in suit and tie 

like black men can wear disguise .

A troubled youth who always tried 

a mind, they’ll say 

jack in my bottle 

you can predict my worth.

Sometimes I’m so alone 

I see no one on sea

5/11
-33

The boy is mine 

I can tell you behind the scene 

back for inspiration 

33 on the d’usse , how does it feel 

thirty three in your wrist 

came back for lovely sex , dreams 

only commas divide the convos , capital 

come back , you tell me be patient 

I’m moving back in four 

 I have your support (?)

missed the show , we made a movie 

subtle, making moves 

no longer together , the photos last forever 

in everything. Those summers sucked 

starting, with something

4/19
-peach meat 

Two sides , crack and Chanel 

gripping tight , all summer 

and going hard , sun coming 

my mind a mirror , you adore them 

2:41, rain sounds and orange 

street lights , bunny and purring 

if you good to me , I’m kicking and fighting

here comes la lun, an excuse for all 

a nigga with drawl, head in draws 

curly hair and excuses. 

Grabbing ball , dare these niggas call charge 

if you law , above my head 

kiss my four, all my friends will never know.

It all happen like I never knew you

old as I get , same rest to my face 

fold, told house of blues hire me 

balloon raffle , chances of piping down 

negro stone but soft 

NO SILENCE I LIED

3/17

-You far (2)

Why i fuck on you

ducking my own calls

leaving the towel you threw

had an epiphany - I'm leaving 

yea yea, you too.

Do I even miss you 

yes ma'am i'm super black 

i'm that nigga with the hair 

and I care, popping pills 

missing sisters

and my tongues for thrill. 

Sneaking after hours, the room's 72

I want to know religion

knees before shoulder 

wine and wine

whine after whine

gotta force the distance

it's not fair.

I invented space

on the surface there's feeling

feeling the air, I got flights too

causing trouble, and I love it 

and I'm occupied

you fine yet

find it yet 

3/7
-hopes

Mirror mirror , it starts the same 

I had a vision , it involves you

black shadow on figure 

move like my film do

when you , I’m home 

trailer mobile park , really duplex 

dual hands , and a combo,

like you down right right 

had to left I was alone. 

Had my ho es, I was wrong 

the p for protection 

forget I’m not just anybody 

not just a projection on your screen ,

project you can scream at 

screaming up from the projects

I AINT NEVER HAD A HOME

I JUST TURNED ELEVEN

HOW I ‘POSE TO KNOW

POSED TO FAIL

HOW I KNOW. 

calm down when you home

pumping iron in my sweet shirt

you know I’m not alone. 

I know you not alone 

the type to ask you have good times 

not a lie. 

We could be niggas

I mean we are niggas

2/6
-

And it’s night again, 

asking reactions from me 

   contact. I    the sea

///(you not posed to read this) 

Mirror mirror , why you see 

gray tv scene , you good to me. 

Red dot , found your credentials

found me and me too 

sitting on broke arms 

stacking pennies to throw with hands 

stacking screens , cause you never know. 

Girl on fire , I got aluminum

and I’m shouting right there. Right there 

promise we love from afar 

well, we too. Selfish in the deep end

and who you got , who here new,

what can they do for me.

Love you like volvo, sky blue

blur my old and new 

video hate what I gotta be.

Daydream, I never get enough sleep 

we end up same, I gotta see you 

Cigs inside

1/22
-     ’s verse 

Like yea yea, so is life 

if heads was right 

like , head the right idea 

like I’m eight, Christian ,

cousin Christian I can never be better 

know your dolls I’m insecure . 

Although secure 

talking beyond good arms , legs 

this only work if I get to you

this only me 

every Saturday a memory 

walking outta line

my missed form 

this room too long ,with two strides 

talk to sleep in pink light 

and if I decide 

I just don’t act right

I don’t got no easy name. 

No man like me

1/07
-

Just like daddy , granddaddy , stepdaddy

was ready to lose last May 

why I need you.

12/13
-hands up 

Favorite design , bird falls in the sky 

good aligns, good at lying 

I’m back and forth , lassoe loops 

pastor for art folk. All we is 

pointing goblins calling we green 

you half blue. Party monster , your new muse .

On the run 

hand on my gun 

I run away , it’s never fun 

It’s hard being young , in love 

end of life , cherry seats 

I wish you’d see me. 

Pray , it’s tainted 

schedule flexible , I’ll be seeing yous

shoot well cause we went to school 

keep it to chest , mine and yours 

it like july, summer never faded ways

how I keep eye to centers 

like lux but Im 22

like love , remind me of you 

I want motives motion nonsense 

cup of tea with birthday cake. 

I got eyes , you sure it’s me ? 

12/5
-(fill in)

You know what I mean 

get here, you     ‘t see me 

you can see me . Bed rest 

never needed TV, false words 

2 o       with my lights on 

if I consider light - my      phone on 

waving in the air , my favorite      gone 

needed      , now I’m never        . 

Baby Chanel , alive and well 

new      so swell 

rice and rest my life 

like my free time with prima 

young mind I clean up 

dirty by forty byes 

I swear it should be sunny 

6PM , I love my emotions 

cut the e you split with me 

filled with good   , I’m thoughtful 

we dream much differently than     .

I take thousands, I take cash 

stuck for little memories of you and me.

Struck 2, im out of luck 

destiny and metaphors , the sun gets touchy

duty tax , fly you out , new forms of attention.

Seen you naked , I seen you cry 

I think with my      you tell me to quit 

remember the future , no cheering 

you late , you thinking 

who in the world would know it’s me .

Love sounds just like daddy 

I’m in mind , you got my addy 

we aren’t naked , but you love me

~convinced I wrote about you before I knew it was you-

11/26
-just(so you know) 

I understand you , inspiring me 

fan of the fan and space land 

talk to me | it’s 5 AM (years old) ,

missed words and the wind back on me 

blowing back(s) and my niecey like the ears 

early 20s and got no fear

hear no change from me.

Coulple change gold chain single ,

I’m happy too . 

We love run on emotion

secrets of mine feed my mind 

my mine a love too . 

I let go 

I know you no me ,

never saying no to me and 

I’m touched, see I move too. 

I’m a bunch , a lot of 

let it be let it be 

after free me and i need a text 

I miss yous , double dare a berry tree ,

double date (your) two faces I fear 

see I’m screaming like I sing blues.

Singing faces for two hues

two moods : ,

need a translator just to get to me

I’m a phase , I know no one 

afraid I’m do you call ten fives 

throwing up like lemme be lemme be 

felt like wealth for me .

Can I last forever 

will I be as honest as days 

when the right light hits, I see you

11/12
-pizza puff 

Oh I love my little chica 

my Nina 

I’m sorry I need my : quick money 

relations , my retaliation 

questioning myself like 

who hurt you. Working hard 

forgot it’s round two,

you will never forget me . 

Amazing gown , how you make me

under sheets too long 

col da sac(?) I’m around 

I need to be myself with you 

I’m not found I’m rigid 

twice I’ve felt everything 

beautiful black girl , glad you taught me 

stack your memories 

fuck all that bread .

Last week been a mystery 

12 AM and you love me 

7AM , I’m across country 

6PM the vision’s not what it used to be 

I’m not ashamed of what I gotta be .

No jacket on let the pain hit 

my namesake

and cold hands so familiar 

you lucky I speak dirt language. 

I’m sure your favorite got notes from me 

I’m sure I see your eyes too .

Up until the paper in 

11/1
-Gabby’s far

With my eyes closed 

do you remember the well

wealthy word class ,

I’m behind can you tell .

Get down or get high

fast motion good motion 

fourth floor view of mine.

List of champagne tonight 

waking up 

for you it’s minus two 

I’m afraid to be alone 

you say you say me too 

focus on me, too

like her drop the range 

hear the vocals in the closet 

I got time I got range

you too. 

French girls that remind me of she 

the story goes I was looking 

(good metaphor,) she was there 

and my bad words to you .

And my rush to good sunshine 

better sex now,  I admit I’m insecure 

when you see me is potential my open door 

off the books I really love you, just not sure .

10/28
-Is there more 

How can I move 

whenever do I desire more

never close to me 

you mad and I got open doors.

Daughter, i hope you listening

hope my bruises show 

black tattoos before I knew control 

loose contact, I feel this slightly more. 

Feel you slight more

pass touch, my thoughts on the floor

I’ve been told by everyone 

do we do this anymore. 

10/24
-Life update for tabs

Straight from around ,run my rounds 

love my sympathy for girls with pain.

Half done manicure, I like a story 

just kidding, I really love you. 

Rodeo just a runway

runaway i was only three 

straight men fathering me

whiskey cowboy ,

daddy but you Jack(ie).

You hit me, joy is temporary 

silence and good pain

see my window panes 

walking metaphor get to know me. 

10pm I barely drowsy

head bob , slightly dizzy 

north star I owe my soul to 

late deal (good deal), what you owe him

you love me what you told him 

fuck me I got life still 

still life , my pretty portrait

the problem is you on my mind. 

Running on my mind 

10/15
-Mirror , Mirror

Twin peaks , there’s two of you 

I see you , too . Behind a mask 

I found me , behind flute 

nasty streak a fluke trust me 

I can’t trust yous. O my 

I am I , unreliable sidekick

beyond a narrative 

the only truth we can run to.

10/11
-

Hard or efficient

now my heart fished in 

follow the love this a thought about you

what’s left of today . 

I know some niggas , i don’t even know me 

trouble for myself .  I need all of it 

run for the wealth , and self . Left leg

bent, knelt .

I know no one and I’d rather know me 

good words and memories 

fickle entities 

love that you draw again 

this just how I been thinking 

cleaned up when you coming over 

daddy’s back , back seat range 

ecks , like clover field 

red rover red rover ,

Uber two blocks , you know I love ya 

fight night , I’m running away 

just keep up with our , antics 

bad habits , and habitat 

I don’t even gotta write 

I see you , see me 

fuck , I got the truth 

2AM it’s part three. 

Big tee you should be giving to me 

out of sight , deep in brain 

enough talk , tell me you. 

where is the world placing me 

9/30
-

MY HEAD  , MY BODY

MY ASS , I LOVE THE LIES 

ALLURE , ARE YOU SURE 

AM I GOOD AM I MODEST 

LETS BE HONEST LETS BE CLOSER 

MORE DISTANCE IVE GOTTEN FURTHER 

GONE FURTHER, MY SPLIT ENDS

SPLIT FOR 

MY HEAD , MY CONSCIOUS

THE SECRETS I KNOW FOR YOU

 NO ANGEL , I GOT ANGLES ON YOU

FROM DAYBREAK I GOT UP

Walk two feet and you don’t love me

thirty five miles per hour with 

your head , my shoulder

we can’t fuck , I’m under your belt 

I’m a good memory 

adieu from these black eyes ,

these bellybuttons sweet to me .

Down to five 

five AM am I really reaching for you 

checking temples and toungues 

hoping you forget same for me

gold teeth reflect my cheek 

and I love ya , I hate the feel

newcomer never wanna be found